Do you see the number 143?

I have been told it is just because it is a number I am WANTING to see. Or it is just coincidence...but its not, there has got to more behind it. I started seeing it several years ago, a friend of mine witnessed to. The time that scared me the most was when I was going into my attic to take something down...I had just finished telling my buddy about seeing the Numbers. We got to the top step in my Attic and saw a pine derby car I had made when I was younger in boy scouts, well over 15 years ago... The numbers I put on the car then was 143!!!! WHY? It felt like a spotlight was on us and a million eyes focusing on us at the same time. What made me put those numbers on it then and why see it now after all those years?? My original NJ drivers license, stamped on top of my head was the number 143. I took a auto tech cl at a local vo--tech, they handed out the books, I opened mine and in LARGE, black marker written in the front cover was 143. I saved all of these items, it is beyond coincidence. I have other items to, but to me they are very personal, but I have them, to me they are proof. Proof of what? I don't know. It shows to me there is more to it then this life, something else out there. Whether people want to believe it or not its real, I want to know why I see it. I try to think of what I am doing at the times I see it, but it seems so random. The latest was the other day, I am a police officer in Indiana. My department gets a clothing allowance of $600. I was at the uniform shop and bought several items. I asked the cashier if I could borrow his calculater to figure out what I had left, and after adding a very random amount of numbers it came out to $143.......It is not because I want to see it, or my mind just focuses, to me it is real. I just want to find other people who see it to, what they are doing when they see it, time of day, day of week, I dont know, anything. this is a serious question to me. I know it has been posted before, and I aded those people to my contacts and hopefully I hear from them.